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Friday, January 24, 2020

Securing cooperation

So, today I am due to get the last installment of Ana's slip for 1500 smacks as punishment for misdeeds throughout 2019. I must commend Rosa here, and I have done so to her personally, for being unwavering in her application of her daughter's punishment. She has not gone easy on me at all and frankly.....it's been rough. Last night was so difficult that I simply cannot imagine what tonight will be like. (Since this punishment is from Ana, I also managed to text her the current situation and the likely one yet to play out. She was both amused and pleased, joking, "Haha, you got to pay your dues LOL".....so no sympathy there.)


My bottom is discolored and tender even as I sit here writing this post. Earlier I got so concerned over this evening that I began to wonder how I would manage it. And then I had an idea. It would not be something that would make things easier on my sore hinder, but rather enable Rosa to deliver the last installment without me wriggling all over the place. I texted my Honey a while go and asked if she thought it would be good to use the bed-top spanking rack we keep under our bed for our last installment. She texted back affirmatively and so it is now ready and waiting for our use later.

This is the rack set to a higher elevation than it is currently set for.

Normally we use this rack for hard switchings with a synthetic cane-like switch we own. As such I am usually secured in a fairly bent position. That will not be a good idea for a paddling though, so I have set the device to its lowest least angled position.

As a result of knowing I'll be secured, I feel oddly calmer. I know the device will not save me. In fact it will ensure my cooperation even if my body gets the urge to resist, but 'I" don't want to resist and as such, feel the device will allow me to just let what is going to happen anyway, happen in a way that frees me from concerns over my own involuntary reactions. (I also plan to use a bite-down gag of some kind as well so I can just react freely to what comes without trying to be braver or more stoic about it than I currently believe I can manage.) So, I know this is going to hurt a LOT....but now I don't need to strain beyond my capabilities to accept the punishment I am willing to endure. It's an odd trade-off but perhaps one that a fellow DD practitioner would understand. 

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  1. there is a delicious warmth after it hurts a lot. i quite like the feeling. enjoy?

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    1. To a degree. Afterwards is usually fine, but the in-the-moment part can be horrible. Not usually but sequentials are rough.

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    2. certainly the in the moment is awful

      my wife was quite particular when we started this that things we did would be real.

      that it hurts is the point right

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  2. That's quite a device. I'm guessing it's not commercially available?

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    1. Look back to the post from September 23, 2019 and you'll learn all about it. And no, it's not a commercially available item. Also, we ask anonymous contributors here to kindly attach any sort of fake name at the end of their note so we get to tell everyone apart. Thanks.

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    1. Not so much 'fun' as it was.....appropriate to the situation? I do think Rosa enjoyed it though and I texted Ana and she confirmed that my situation was very pleasing to her as well.

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  4. the last session, at least you at this time hope it's the last unless someone else wants to spank you, no names needed LOL. I know how tender your bottom is at this point and the first spank is going to send you thru the ceiling. and the next 299 won't be any better. Lt's good you will be secured as you will be trying to avoid the implement and you will do a lot of hollering even if you don't want to. Enjoy i know your wife will.
    archedone

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    1. I am glad this slip is done, but I won't object to anything to follow from Nickki or Marta. (Though I don't currently feel impatient for that to happen)

      And your physical/emotional assessment was and is spot on.

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    2. Maybe spot on because I've been there and felt that. I seem to want spanking, but during the spanking, I'm hoping it will stop, then when it does stop i wish it wouldn't. Now if that is not dumb.
      archedone

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    3. Definitely a sentiment that indicates real participation in the lifestyle!

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  5. No matter what I keep my word, my wife knows that, but insures I remember who is in charge. Jack

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    1. Yes, keeping one's word is certainly critical to this type of lifestyle.

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  6. I still think you should turn those racks into a side hustle. I'd sure buy one from you!

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    1. Not at the price I'd feel comfortable charging for my time. LOL

      That's the thing. Over the years I've done a few different things that people have said that about.....until we talk price. ;-)

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