Rosa and I are days away from embarking on something very different for us. Starting October first I will be REQUIRED to have frequent O’s. Starting with O’s every other day and then daily…...with teases in-between.
This is something Rosa and I have discussed in the past and that we just never went ahead and did, but we were both curious as to what effect frequent O’s could have on me rather than my usual rare ones.
I can’t recall how long it’s been since I had any sort of routine in which I had one more frequently than once a week and normally much less than that. For a long time my usual situation led to one O about every month, though sometimes when I had that O, I might get another follow-up soon after to really ‘empty me out’ before again having none for weeks.
The thing is…..as I’ve confessed here before…… I am getting to a point where I just don’t feel very sexual anymore, which is not something either of us ever had as a goal. So we are thinking that maybe a month long ‘retraining’ of my body to have, enjoy, and then come to want o’s more frequently will make our rules more challenging and perhaps re-energize me sexually.
And to keep a sort of dominant edge of me not being to make the decision for myself even with O’s, the expectation is that having one will be just as out of my control as not having them used to be. In other words, if say after a few days I feel like “OK, enough, I’m good,” it will still be a ‘too bad, you MUST.’
I have to admit to having a bit of a fantasy regarding some sort of mechanically-induced scenario in the event of me not wanting anymore O's at some point, where some sort of
machine forces them out of me.
The other thing is that there will be an expectation of teasing as well, so that the O’s ARE more likely to be desired. Here’s how it’s going to go:
October 1st-14th, I MUST have one O on every odd-numbered day and a tease on every even-numbered day. For the first week or so, the ‘when’ of these o’s and teases will be fluid. Perhaps they will occur alone with permission, or with Rosa present (or active). She will decide.
October 15th-31st. I MUST have an O every evening before going to sleep, in Rosa’s presence, whether she participates, watches, or is even asleep. And then each morning I am required to start my day with a good tease before going about my business.
Now what better way to end such an October/O-fest at the end of the month than knowing that NO MATTER WHAT, November ( which will be NO-vember for me) will be completely O-less for me. Cold turkey denial in the month of turkey.
Then on December 1st, after a month of no o's, Rosa will decide on her own what will happen next. It could be an O, or a short extension of denial, or even a long extension. The thing is October should get me back into the mindset to want O’s, November will hopefully make denial difficult again, and December will show me the decision is not mine on what happens next.
So that's the agreed to plan. Let's see how it goes.