That's Rosa using visual aids to express her feelings to me.
Things have been up and down around here lately. We have engaged in some stuff a couple of weeks back, but then had setbacks when life got in the way of where we want to head. For example, a while back Rosa and Marta privately discussed the "traditional year end punishment" of which Marta said she would like to once again contribute to. I was to get 500 smacks. And about a week ago Rosa said she would do 250 one night and the rest the following night. I got the first 250, but then stuff just kept getting in the way. Then we had planned to do them the morning of "Asian Night" so that Rosa could potentially let Marta know what happened before she got there for dinner so she could tease me. Not only did that not happen due to the business of the day, but it STILL hasn't happened.
Even on Sunday, during the hike I mentioned earlier, we literally planned a very nice night of "play".......including the second installment from Marta......but we ended up arguing over something quite trivial just before bedtime which ruined the mood entirely for me. In fact, Rosa still seemed willing but I was so far out of that mindset by then that I declined.
We are better now and last night Rosa even asked for a pedicure and so I gave her a deluxe one......but then it just got late and she ended up falling asleep before we could do anything else. So, that's where we're at: a sort of limbo of both chance and our own making. I am not sure why it seems we have lost our 'steam' but I do know I am enviously amazed at the regularity with which some people live this lifestyle.